One By One The Yard Gnomes Steal My Sanity

Her heart beating fast

Her mind running away form her soul

Her voices crying out in pain

If only everyone new that it was all in vein

Her blood rushes through her body

It’s cold and quiet no one willing to hear

You can actually smell the fear

You can hear the whispers in the dark

The fear moves closer, the shadows start talking

Is it something or nothing, is it crawling or just walking

He feels her breathing; he smells the thing she’s fearing

She woke up drowning in her pain

Her eyes open and ashamed

She had fallen many times before pushed around,

Broken as she fell to the floor.

She couldn’t take the pain anymore,

Her soul was bruised, cracked she

Felt as if she was sinking, drowning

Being held back.

She needed something, anything to take

Away the dark black hole.

The pain was eating her alive without

That something, anything she possibly

Won’t survive

I feel so alone

Sometimes it feels as if I

Could come undone

But it only just begun.

Crying, screaming eventually bleeding

Running, hiding but no one is seeking

Tripping, falling I here someone calling.

I get up to look who it is

Bleeding, crying, no one is smiling

I ask what’s wrong, he said I don’t belong.

I don’t belong, but how can that be

Was happy, smiling, running but not crying